LAMB: Four days into this project and I somehow manage to come down with a cold and a stomach virus simultaneously. Last night was not fun. Today was not much better. We went to the park and I lay on a blanket under a tree and watched you and your brother play. You looked so pretty in the blue princesses dress you picked out for yourself this morning, your hair all disheveled and crazy. For a moment I forgot about how wretched I was feeling.